Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Hikoi Feels, Nikkis Perspective.

Hai, hello, annyeong,  Hikoiers. I thought long and hard on what to post this week and in the end I came to the thought of telling you he story of how I came to be an sg leader and how I feel about it now. so I hope you can read till the end but I understand if you cant due to my horrible grammar and lack of creative writing, my apologies. well then lets get started...

Once upon a time, there was a girl ( that girl is me ... tehe) and she went by the name of Nikki. She was an average girl who lived with her family of five in a small house in the land of Temple City. She attended one of the most prestigious high schools of her time apart from Arcadia and San Marino. She also went to a very well know church called First Chinese Baptist Church in Los Angeles. She attended fellowship on Friday nights when she started her high school years and she loved it. The fellowship was called hikoi. she started going at first because she got to meet her friends who she couldn't she during the week  because they lived in different kingdoms. But after a while of going she started to enjoy it not only for the happiness it brought her through friends but also the peace and joy it brought her spiritually. she felt more content and learned more about herself as she continued her high school years while going to church every Friday night. Later one day everything changed. she was taken aside and asked an important question that would change her life forever. she was asked if she wanted to become an sg leader. she was given time to make her decision but in that time she had a difficult experience in making up her mind. she went to her mom for advise and her mom told her to uplift them to God, that he will be able to solve your problems for you and to just put your trust and faith in him. And so she did and prayed for days and then her answer came to be a simple yes.

wow wasn't that just the best story you have ever read ? jkjk but yeah that how I became an sg leader in a short story format. But to tell you the truth I did really have a difficult time deciding on wether or not it was a good idea to become an sg leader just because of fear and the thought of not being good enough. But now I feel as if I made the right decision. Becoming an sg leader has played a big part in my life even though it has been a short period of time, but in that short period of time it tested my faith and pushed me to rely on God more and im thankful for that. There are a lot of highs and lows in becoming an sg leader I think, but there are highs and lows in everything. a high is that I got to meet and build close friendships with people I would have never thought I would talk to, and I also get to help a little group of fantastic kiddies whom make me smile every Friday. a low point would probably be planning every week and being able to think of what to do that can fit the sg, but it is a challenge I am willing to take any day. :) well enough said I think, I don't really have anything else I can think of. Thank you for your time in reading this, and my apologies again for my terrible grammar mistakes. Have a good rest of you week. :)

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